It's been a while !

Well, it's been a while since I've expressed in words ! Boy, have I been busy !

I'm happy to say that I am happy with who I'm with and he makes me soooo happy I just can't believe it ! Apparently, he claims that I am an angel sent down to fill him with love. Whatta babe !

Good times are coming, but as they all say..."All good things come to an end!"

So, I'm making the most of it before the good times pass, and, I've been having fun and I love it.

God, Family, Friends, Boyfriend. Is there anything else ?

These people make me who I am, and I am happy.

Thanks guys ! I love you !

Wow !

Ok, so I met this guyyy....Like about 2 weeks ago I think.
I know I haven't known him for a long time. But he is sooo freaking nice ! He barely knows me and is such an angel ! Wow, that's amazing ! I thank God for him ! =).
He's amazingly AMAZING !
Teehee.

He's the best I could ask for, totally unbelievable.
I love him sooo sooo sooo much !

Last Night.

Haaahaa ! Last night was funny as ! Tieri and I went to the Fun Day of ISS. Of course by the time I got there to meet Tieri....Uncle Terence was already on another planet ! Hoii, so then we leave to my house, and it continues there. All the parents tried to get Uncle Terence to go home and sleep, that was a big time FAIL ! Haa. =). Yeahh, then they started talking about swime flu and all, wanting Uncle T to get back home. He starts swearing at them and staggering while he's doing it. Hilarious stuff man !
Then............we all move to Tieri's house. Continues there......etc etc. Now Uncle T is really gone. Like up to the part where he doesn't say anything and about to fall over part. Yeahh, and Uncle Sefton is with us as well. Meanwhile, Tieri and I are trying to get these parents not to do anything stupid. All of a sudden, Uncle S starts spitting all over the place, for no particular reason whatsoever. Tieri was looking after her dad, so I told Uncle S to stop it, and yeah. Tieri nd I were sooo stressed I tell you ! Uncle S started saying sorrry and all. We were like "Yeahh...it's ok". Uncle T on the other hand, was frigging struggling to eat his food and walk ! So Tieri and I finished eating and went to the lounge to watch moies. Thank goodness they took Uncle T to sleep. Yaayy ! =). Then we all went home after Uncle S was trying to sing the parents a few Fijian songs.
Haa !

Great ! Make up your mind.

Ok, this is on really weird thing. He tells me he's going in August FOR SURE ! And then the next day he said he convinced his mother to stay until Nov. What the ? Since when can you change a CONFIRMED trip in less than a week (let alone a day?). This is soo confusing, I asked Jia. He thinks he's confusing too !
That's nice. Soooooo frigging confusing !
Plus, I asked him about it, and then he started getting all doubtful and emphasizing how I never believe him and all.
Grr !

Wow.

Haha, just awesome ! I went to the pool on Wednesday....and guess who's there ? Yep....HIM ! He came with Jia. But he didn't have the chance to talk to me coz I got straight into the pool, and he left early coz Jia wasn't feeling well. But then he came yesterday as well (Thursday), and he had every oppurtunity to talk to me....and what ? He doesn't talk to me. Niice !
This is the nice part.
After the whole "him not talking to me part", Jia txt me telling me that he was sorry he didn't talk to me. It was just that he was too scared and nervous to talk to me. NERVOUS ? Wow, that was nice. I have never heard of him being nervous. That was funny. :D

He's going

Damn it ! I just found out yesterday that he's leaving in August for NZ....CONFIRMED ! Great, that just makes my life a hell lot worse ! Well, he's been there for me....knowing that I pushed him away sometimes and I didn't want him around. He was still there !
He's been soo sweet to me, kind and loving. :(
The only reason I pushed him away soo much was because of what my Best friend warned me about, see ; They are cousins, and he's known about his whole personal life...and it's not that good ! ; But anyways, getting back to him. Elaijie warned me about him and he might hurt me and all. That's why I pushed him away. PLUS, my being between them both, it's just torn them apart even more !
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, and it's killing me !
=(

Elaijie

Elaijie my best friend ! I love you soo much ! Please get better soon ok ? Thank you soo much for everything you have done for me and everything that you are doing for me now ! Love you !
x.

By the way, you need to bond with that cousin of yours. Come on ! You guys have known eachother longer that I've known you....AND you're cousins ! He needs you. :D