Damn it ! I just found out yesterday that he's leaving in August for NZ....CONFIRMED ! Great, that just makes my life a hell lot worse ! Well, he's been there for me....knowing that I pushed him away sometimes and I didn't want him around. He was still there !
He's been soo sweet to me, kind and loving. :(
The only reason I pushed him away soo much was because of what my Best friend warned me about, see ; They are cousins, and he's known about his whole personal life...and it's not that good ! ; But anyways, getting back to him. Elaijie warned me about him and he might hurt me and all. That's why I pushed him away. PLUS, my being between them both, it's just torn them apart even more !
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, and it's killing me !
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DONY LISTEN TO THIS GUY, WHATS HIS NAME ?!?! ELAIJIE ? YEAH THAT ONE ! HES CRAAAAAZY. DO WHAT YOURE GUT TELLS YOU, DIVE IN & HAVE A GOODTIME NO GREATTIME EVEN IF IT MEANS YOU'LL GET HURT. ITS CALLED LOOOOOVE BABY.
ReplyDeleteI really don't care about being hurt right now, coz I know it's going to happen. (He's leaving me here !) But i don't want my friends to put up with my depression after I friggin get hurt. Im thinking about them. =).
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